The Time I Forced You To Let Me Go – A Poem

Memories can have a taste, I've discovered
That one is of ash and cinders
Notes of regret, of hate
Of salty tears

I also know broken things tend to be sharp
I was both and bad when we first met
Cutting you and cutting deep
Your poor, bloodied hands never to heal

And so I made you
I forced you to let me go
So you would hurt no more
For one not worth hurting for

Now it's scored on my retinas
As Nana's were with her love's DVD
Your crumpled, red, howling face
And a sound that still robs me of sleep

But I was wrong
You were what I needed
And wrong again was I
Feeling that which has since healed

Broken things tend to be sharp, I said
Yet your scarred hands did mend
Putting me together, piece by piece
Filling what was missing with gold

A lucky cup am I
Made whole and able to hold once more
By my girl who wouldn't give up
Trust me, I tested, I tried

...Thank you for holding on

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